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Remember last July...


Last July I wrote an open letter to an amazing person I hadn't even met yet,my niece Jaisen....
Well about a month later,she was waiting for me the day I moved back to Cleveland... 

Allow me to introduce my ladybug....



#np Only one - Kanye West 

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